Hello Babies,
I am feeling stressed and out of control lately and I'm not really sure what to do with myself but I've decided to write you a little note today.
I just want to tell you some things.
Be yourself. Even if nobody else gets it. Somewhere in the world there ARE other people who will fit into your orbit and belong there. Just be yourself.
Be REAL.
Be TRUE.
Be FAIR.
Be KIND.
Apologize if you need to and MEAN it. Then, change your ways so it isn't just a useless apology.
LAUGH. Don't forget to laugh. If you have a hard time with that then surround yourself with other people who make you laugh. It's really good medicine.
Don't beat yourself up. FORGIVE yourself. NOBODY is perfect and WE ALL make mistakes so just learn from them and move on. DON'T hold on to the bad stuff and beat yourself up. It isn't necessary. Life is short and time is precious. Don't waste time hating and hurting yourself to punish yourself for mistakes. Just realize whatever you did wrong, correct it and carry on. Don't LIVE in the dark places.
DON'T live in the dark places. I understand. I KNOW what it is to doubt yourself, to feel lost and lonely and misunderstood and unappreciated. NONE of that is true. You are HERE. You are alive and breathing and living and learning and loving, and YOU are loved. This too shall pass. There is always sunshine after the rain. Hold on. You can get to the sunshine again!
WHATEVER anybody else in the world says or does to distress you or hurt you or make you doubt yourself. The only thing you have to know is that I LOVE YOU. No matter what.
We have our differences. Trust me, I know you know that.
Each of you: my firstborn light, my baby girl, and my angel baby are so different and yet also sometimes the same! BUT, each of you are beautiful lights in my life and I couldn't love you more!
You make me more than I ever was without you. I couldn't be ME without YOU.
SO just remember that. Take a deep breath and carry on.
YOU can DO anything. ANYTHING! Put your feet on the ground and get on with it!!
NOBODY on God's green earth will love you as much as your momma does. NOBODY!!
